this is a damn bitchy/offensive/stupid/boring/lame/meaningless entry. pls leave or u'll be offended.





fuck. i'm juz so feel like dying. i'm juz not in the right state of mind now. i mean like projects are juz crashing on mi. i've no fuckin idea how to do my java. there's no fucking someone to ask. n worst i've no fucking idea who to ask other than zheng long. but if everytime ask him oso paiseh seh. ahh. suckit lah. blehs. boo~

i'd enough. i'm not gonna giv any ideas again. hello? fancy having ask everyone but none giv mi any ans? it was dumb. pure dumb lahs. is it so hard to think of a time? juz giv mi a time n i wun bother u anymore wad. but den, wadeva. blame myself for being so stupid. to even think of lao-ing yusheng was juz way off. it was a stupid thing to do lah.

my poor nails are juz stained wif the black nail polish. haha. I WON MY COUSIN THIS YEAR! sort off. too bad for u. u n ur bf topic are juz over already la. they're bored wif u i think. they're more interested in us, sis n mi, i guess. =x bhb lahs, but yea, tat's how i think lahs. i'd enough of being compared by them lor. u're the so called winner the other times. but i'm not gonna let u win anymore. i hope. =P

first, ur bf dun realli click wif them lah. i think thomas n him will do a better job. since they seems more daring. n they are like hard core gamblers lor. =x haha. so they fit in nicely. LOL.

secondly, i dun mean to be mean. i dun wanna pin point. but i have no complete idea y u can last so long with him lor. it's not as if none of us noe u hav so many flings. it's juz tat u dun bring them to let us see. HAHs. n doesnt havin such a tall bf make things so hard. haha. like wad sis n mi like to say, isnt it hard to kiss or simple, put ur arms around his shoulders? blehs.

too much kissing isnt good. but as reports say, kissin allows u to exercise ur facial muscles. premarital sex is bad. but in this society, who really cares? benjamin once told mi tat 'do u noe in singapore, on average, gals lose their virginity at 17?' den i was like, wth. but u tell mi oso for wad lor. report shows sex makes u feel good. it makes u feel confident. it gives out i-dunno-wad-tat's-called which will make u happy juz like wad chocolates does. blah blah blahs. i dunno wad i'm tokin. i'm tokin crap lah. juz wanna release some stress. hahas.

look thru the pics on fiona birthday. i looked flushed. i mean maybe it's the heat or sth. but i really look kinda red. haha. aites, maybe is coz of his sweater too. stupid sweater. but i like. tsk tsk. blehs. it's mine already. U'RE MINE TOO. wahahaks. =P

dear darling pigggy, u're juz so addictive. muahaha. =P aites, I LOVE YOU! miss u so much. =D

no one for mi to disturb. my student is playing mahjong. BLEHS.

I WAN BAK KWA!!! any kind souls around n reading my blog? get my hint??? tsk tsk.

last but not least, FIONA, HAPPI BIRTHDAY! love mi lots okie? hehe. =))